Departure point
Fail totality
Impossible end
Total isolation
Memories
In distance
Fascination
Dream
Solitude
“The best still is the one outside the picture.”
I think I stole the line from someone’s lips, maybe someone I adored. Who knows if it’s true?
I wish I could learn how to scream. But mostly I just keep quiet.
Yesterday, I filmed myself jumping in bed.
“I’m afraid of a lot of stupid things”, I told my friend, “and I built a tower out of mattresses.”
I painted a room white and now I’m waiting for it to get filled by everyday’s anxiety.
“Try again, fail again, fail better.”—Samuel Beckett, Waiting for Godot, 1953.
Year of birth 1983 Place of birth Stockholm, Sweden
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